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I live in a world of opportunities

but that is the cruelest fate I've ever seen

I lack the skills and the drive

to make my dreams come alive

imagine this, a world where everyone around you

make there dreams come true and expect you to do it too

But no matter how hard you try,
all you can do is cry
as they climb higher
and you sink lower

for almost a decade I've put up a facade
acting like my problems are my own choice, because I was too afraid to use my own damn voice.

I smile and wave, all to draw away from the problems inside my head, but if I keep it up I'll end up dead.

So here it is, my malignant brain on display, take a look inside and try to fathom my pain.

No matter how hard I try,
all I can do is cry,
as others climb higher,
and I sink lower.

Don't offer advice, don't try to sympathize with my plight,
you can't help me find a way to be all right,

I am the only inmate in this prison called my mind, I've looked around and I can't find anyone that is quite like me, even with the same disease nobody I've met shares this cell,
it makes me so angry I wanna stand up and yell.

HEY WORLD! I AM ME, SO WHAT MORE DO YOU WANT?
JUST LET ME LIVE!
STOP TELLING ME TO BE NORMAL!
THERE IS NO SUCH THING!
WE ARE ALL OUR OWN FLAVOR OF SCREWED UP!
SO WHY DO YOU GET TO BE RIGHT?
TO ME, YOU ARE CRAZY, AND I'M JUST FINE!

all I can do is cry,
as this damn world won't let me try,
as others climb higher,
I'm pushed lower.
Venting
This was mentioned to be a poem, but it kinda just turned into me yelling through text. But, at least they are the words I wanted to say.
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I am in a bit of a slump right now, so if anyone sees this that is looking for a writer for any reason please message me.

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kaimera100
kai draco
United States
i am a writer, a gamer, and an anime lover.

If there are any aspiring writers out there who would like some help with their work I would be more than happy to help.

If you want to use my work you are more than welcome to post it wherever you want, I only ask you to tell me where you put it via note.

DA little sister: :iconxxgrayxxbearxx:

Current Residence: New mombosa.
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Print preference: uhhhh.... wat?
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MP3 player of choice: ummm. ipod?
Shell of choice: WTF does this mean?!?
Skin of choice: what kinda racist question is this?!?
Favourite cartoon character: Luffy!
Personal Quote: every day is the end of the world as we know it because we never know whats going to happen tomorrow
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Eriin84 Featured By Owner Feb 11, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
thanks for the watch!!
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gingerdove Featured By Owner Dec 2, 2014
Thanks for the watch >U<
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LilSisSyd Featured By Owner Nov 25, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
YAY! NEW WATCHER!! THANK YOUS!!! :iconoldschoolownedplz:
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zxrr Featured By Owner Nov 23, 2014  Student Filmographer
Thank you! <3
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Luney-Lunic Featured By Owner Sep 11, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you for the watch my friend! ^^
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Azadeth Featured By Owner May 25, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for Watching.
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LightHether Featured By Owner Jan 1, 2014
Happy New Year.
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LightHether Featured By Owner Dec 25, 2013
Merry Christmas.
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MarcusSmiter Featured By Owner Nov 26, 2013  Student Digital Artist
Thanks for the watch, have a llama :)
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BardicKitty Featured By Owner Oct 7, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you for the favorite. ^_^
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